so its finally summer -- thank god! so for the first official day i'm here at work haha. fun huh? well i raised my 130 dollers i needed to get my hips done =] so now i just gotta run the idea by my dad again. and i hope he'll still allow me too =]

well i don't have alot to say but i figured i'd write somthing. i'll write more when i'm in the mood.

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  Wow. It's been awhile. I'm sorry =[

Well lets see an update worthy of reading. hmm. I think I can managa that today!

Today is Saturday & I'm at work. Lucky me eh? There's about 20 dogs here and like 5 cats? So I've got a good handful to deal with. But a bunch are outside on this beautiful day.

But I'm sure you're all wondering what I've been up too since the last post. actually probubly not but whatever.

Well softball has been going on. Thats taken up most of my time. Its fun at time. Otherwise I get super annoyed of all the little kids. I mainly play short stop & third base. But in 7th grade I screwed up my arm playing Volleyball and pulled a bunch of muscles in my back. Well doctors now thing they grew back in wrong and thats the reason I'm having such horrible pain in my shoulder when I throw. It sometimes brings me to tears it hurts so much! but they're giving me a month of physical therapy and if nothing improves I'm undergoing surgery. so for the first part of the summer I might have some form of a shoulder cast on. Hopefully the physical therapy will work. I'd hate not being able to ride my wheeler this summer.

In other news. for thouse of you who live near me. I beileve I'm moving. My dad is planning on building a house out in Kettel River on our 80 acres. I think I'll like it out there seeing I hope to go to collage in a big city so when I get to go home I won't be returning to a big town again. But non the less Moose Lake isn't big and KR barley exists on maps lol. But hopefully being out there I can finally get a dog to call my own =] I really want a great dane. highly doubt my dad will let me get one. =[

wouldn't a lil monster like that running around be great?

anyways.

I've been livin up the single life =] woot. somtimes I wish I had someone to call my own.

But so far I'm lovin it I haven't found anyone really worth my time. or whos willing to take my heart.

but I suppose I'll update some other time. I should probubly work a lil bit.

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once again its been awhile.

well i stopped hanging out with Kyle kinda sucks. i felt like i was a booty call. if you all know what that means.

i'm looking for someone who wants to get to know me for me.

not whats in my pants or under my shirt.

its all the same guys.

well boobs are diffrent sizes yes. but still common!

so i did date a pretty nice guy for awhile but felt like it wasn't working out.

today is his birthday =] happy 17th to him.

but uh yea.

lately i've been working, school & softball. and then just random drives here and there for the heck of it.

i've been trying to get more involved in everyones life.

friends, family, fellow softball teammates.

doesn't work. i'm just sorta the bitch that gets told what to do and i just do it.

suck assssssssssssssssssssssss.

but yea.

sorry i don't update here much.

check out my myspace blogs.

www.myspace.com/stayzz

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well its been awhile eh?

not a whole lot new is going down. i still talk to jake. [i've been single for about two weeks or more, not sure lost track] for awhile he had his mind set on us getting back together. which honestly i couldn't do.

i've been talking to Kyle alot. its nice. just kinda pisses me off that someone has a mondo crush on him & is even going to prom with him [or so she thinks] but whatever Kyle said that hes scared of her and will tell her soon that he doesn't want to go to prom with her. which will be nice when it happens [for thouse of you who don't know kyle he is really shy, but its cute ]

so i've been pretty much snowed in for the last day. i went driving yesterday. Bad idea. once and awhile i wouldn't be able to see like two inches infront of my car then all of a sudden i'd see headlights and have to pull over because i couldn't see the road. then it cleared up but the wind would grab my car and throw it around. it was bad. i ended up driving out to Nathans. then i had to drive to Zachs and get him & Jon. then we went out to my cousin allens to get my guitar hero. then we drove back to nathans. then the tard askes us 'anybody have a ps2?' we where like 'are you fucking kidding?!' so we kicked him outta the car and told him to just go home. and i brought everyone home. what a waste of freaking time!

then i just went home and stayed home.

now i'm at work. i actually was able to get here. its been snowing all night and still is. my dad told me its been reported to stop around 6 this evening. i honestly hope it stops sooner then that. but you can't control mother nature. which sucks majorly.

i enjoyed not having snow this year. then i didn't have to hear my dad yell at me to get outta bed to brush my car off and to start it. i need to move somewhere warm. lol.

i really do enjoy snow though. i love snowboarding thats about it. which reminds me i went snowboarding on Wednesday at Spirit mountain. oh man that was fun. scottie & allen came with. couldn't ask for a better crew! and allen even bought a snowboard so now we can go whenever we really feel like it [of course there has to be snow. but thats just a minor detail ]

well i feel i've updated you quite a bit. i hope to update more often. normally i just don't feel like blogging. but today i don't have a whole heck of alot to do.

might take a nap here soon [yes i'm at work but i'm still going to take a nap]

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